Uknown
I am sitting here in the middle of the living room, listening to the clock ticking, second by second, minute by minute. The sun is shining in on my battered up face as if to torment me more with it's painful heat. This is the only time in six years that I have acknowledged what I feel in my heart. I am finally realizing the things I probably knew years ago but chose to ignore. This life just isn't worth all of the misery and pain anymore. Looking down at my knees, briefly glancing up to my hands and then my arms, there are so many scars inside and out. There has been so much time lost through the years. I used to be so strong and independent, it seemed like I was always flying high in the clouds with the birds, so free.