IT WAS MOMENT OF
“It was a moment of…………” How am I suppose to cope? I just don’t understand! Life is becoming so hard to deal with. The images of him keep coming back to me. It scares me because I don’t understand why this keeps happing to me. My sadness seems to be sucking me in, and I’m ending up in an endless pit. The heartache is becoming more powerful then my own will power; I really don’t understand how I can live on like this. He meant so much to me even though people think that we weren’t really close, but in away I never really thought of it myself, until this tragedy happened. So now I realise how much he really meant to me. It was a moment of sadness knowing that I’ll never see him again. Isn’t it ironic when someone so close to you tells you that a friend has passed away, and you take it as a joke, thinking that this can’t be true. That they all are just playing with your mind. This is just becoming a big cruel joke! I mean I was just with them just a couple of days ago! Then I realised that this isn’t a joke, no one is this cruel to make a joke like this. It then hits me hard that this is all true. I can’t believe its reality! They expect me to accept it. That some things in life are supposed to just go pass like nothing ever happened.